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One handful of almonds. 140 kcal.
Journey to 62
Anyways, I'm competitve by nature, so I'll post my stats and hope that do you too. Contradictory, I know, haha.
HW: 120
LW: 92
CW: 104
GW1: 100
GW2: 90
GW4: 80
UGW: 62
Height: 5'2''
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Collarbones
Ha! I have discovered the dip between my collarbone and shoulder…thank you Meghan! I have already lost 5 lbs. Not enough weight, but at least I’m getting somewhere.
Also, I have another thinspiration. A dress. In June. For the Freshman Formal, my friend Shayn is taking me! I despise dresses, but my mother loves them, and she’s going to make me wear one. So might as well take the opportunity to literally shrink a dress size or two.
My new inspiration.
Megan is my step sister. Or she will be, when my mom and Clint tie the knot. I’m officially meeting her on April 20th, the day that we’ll start moving into his house. I’ve seen pictures of her and…yes…she is one of “those” girls. And she is also very, very, very tiny. I’d estimate 98 lbs at 5 foot 4. That makes her BMI out to be 16.8. I did a little calculating, and found that I too can have a BMI of 16.8, 92 lbs, by April 20th if I eat 400 calories week one, 350 week two, 300 week three and 250 week four.
So congrats, Megan. You’re my new thinspiration, for I am a competitive moron and would rather be skinny for the sake of being skinnier or as skinny as someone else than be skinny for my own sake.
I had 400 yesterday. Today:
1c. Pops -120
1/4c. soybeans - 60
1c. quinoa -180
1 rice cake w/ salsa - 40
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I’ve decided I’m not going to eat this week.
I am Vegan. I Do Not want cookies.
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Perhaps I’ll have a pickle.
My Journey to Thin and Happy: "Pro Ana is NOT Pro Wana or Pro Anorexic!" petition
- Hey everyone I wanted to pass along this wonderful petition to protect our right to freedom of speech! I encourage anyone who blogs about their eating disorder, self harm, depression, or any other effect of a mental disorder to sign this petition because it is US that they are targeting.
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March 15th
Just ate a cup of soy ice cream…240 kcals…I’m a total elephant.
On top of that, today I’ve also had two cups of rice cereal (120kcal) a slice of soy cheese(40kcal) and 35 grapes(150kcal) in total, 550 kcals. And it isn’t even 2:30. I definitely won’t be eating the rest of today.
ABC day 2
500 cals again? pft. No problem. Okay, maybe I didn’t go to the gym today and actually comsumed 850 calories. So what? Tomorrow is 450 calories, I think, but I’m reducing it to 200 and burning off 100 calories, gym or no gym. Also, today I did 300 crunches with 5 lb weights on my wrists, so maybe that made a little bit of a difference. Ugh, I’m a failure.
Weight loss challenge day 2: What is your height/do you like it?
I am five foot two inches(kay, 5’1.7”) and I wish I were taller. I’d be skinnier because my fat would stretch out, and I’d actually be able to reach the top shelf at safeway without standing on the bottom one. Yeah, pathetic, I know.
